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[Mar. 12th, 2012|02:08 am] |
Paris is done and over.
Here's what I saw and what I like, the harsh cold winds not.
Easing my jet-lag for the past few days. I should be fine by tomorrow.
I am only left with 4 days of work and to clear out all my belongings out of the office.
4 days to jobless-ness, aka freedom and 7 days to him.
Snap snap and days are passing so quickly. I seems to be chasing them yet ignoring them at the same time.
I've been asking myself the same question almost daily now, "soooo what's next?". Nothing comes out, only white fluffy clouds. Painful, indeed. Not something I can ask anyone when I have no idea.
x,
cynical me
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[Feb. 5th, 2012|05:41 pm] |
Just got around to put up my favorite prints on my wall, prints taken on trips and postcards from kind friends. :) I still have one roll of film from Dali Exhibition, gonna develop those soon too.
Anyways, January skipped by and February is right in our faces. Nothing fancy happened in January actually. I've been dating my room every weekend this year. You have no idea how much I missed having a room of my own, my own space and trance, a real comfort zone. In here, I don't have to face people I don't wish to face - particularly delusional ones. I grew real sick of lies and dramas. I'm happy with the few people in my life. Girlfriends away from me make me happier than the people in my life. Unhappiness brew with lies, I decided to leave the 'oh-we're-friends-i-think' pals for solitude. Solitude is kind, or perhaps kinder.
Speaking of February, several haps this month - Laneway, a wedding and Paris's work trip. Excited about Laneway more than the wedding. I loathed the traditional stuff but still since it's promised. Yeah darn, I have to do it. And Paris? Shan't comment much on this. Let's breeze through February.
x
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[Jan. 16th, 2012|07:12 pm] |
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 2012, we know the world isn't ending and life goes on. Sorry Mayan, it's gonna be a new cycle. Having to do what's to be done does give me much huge relief, minus the slight panic of freedom. I will figure something out. First thing to do is to get out and never look back. Been under the mood radar these days..maybe cause I don't feel like working at all. It's a torture listening to bullshit, wells at least I'm paid to do. I shall endure. Not long till we see the light of March 19. Thank god you are around to make my everyday better. :) *Listening to Amy Winehouse - Lioness: Hidden Treasures. (Feels weird that she's dead :X) |
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